I should paint myself a sign that says:
WORK IN PROGRESS!!
and keep it handy at all times. I just have to keep moving BUT I have to remember to stop before I fall. Right now, I have a full plate of things I haven't finished and things that need to be done to make some more changes. I am in the process of dismantling everything I have done outside over the past few years... but sooner than later. I've worked outside all week and today I am having a hard time moving, so here I type.
After that, I have to re-think and re-sort what I am keeping and donate the rest, and move. I am staying here but to another trailer that has been updated, repaired and upgraded... with a work shop and a screened in patio! and my own spot to paint in!
It has been a battle of the mind and the body over the past few years but I keep realizing that my body can not do what it used to no matter how badly the mind wants to. Not having to make repairs and such (in the new place) will save a lot of energy for things I like to do, for things I enjoy. I won't be so bogged down with the overwhelming thoughts and pressure put on myself of how, when or can I, do by myself what needs to be done.
So, in order to get THERE I have to keep moving around HERE again... but today I want to work on some driftwood paintings...I still have canvases to work on too... I'm looking for something that is different that I can hook into... something that people will have to have, or know when they look at it that it is mine or my style... so in between, that's what I'll be doing in my zone, in my Happy Place!