Some of you understand, those that don't, I don't know what I could tell you. I pushed and I pushed, I backed off a couple of days and pushed past the limit so here I am sitting. I'm trying to take the focus off the pain and ....
I was moving right along on the patio... avoiding the up and down of the ladder, Sunday I was excited to finish painting so I could get to clean up and reposition my chairs.... but I had someone come over and he weighed allot more than me, stepped just right and went through a soft spot in the mobile home floor!!! Thank God he wasn't hurt!! But his mother was glad it wasn't me! So I changed plans and started to prepare to repair it BUT it did me in...I couldn't move. Yesterday I was in so much pain, I was angry! Not sure at who or what after I was angry with myself for being useless... which is really not so. My mind and body still have a problem with when is enough. And anger was good for me this time.
I just get frustrated 'cause I want to keep going and get stuff done. In my anger, I figured out a much easier way to fix the floor so that is a good thing. But it entails going to the money tree and buying more supplies.
Yesterday, and today, will be do-nothing days. Today, my brother-in-law is having major surgery in New York, so I am sitting and waiting with my family via text messages and phone calls. Please say a prayer or send positive vibes their way, if you read this.
Hope you are having a great day!